I've been very stressed out in the wake of the Unitarian church shooting in Knoxville - and the right-wing hate machine that contributed to it. That, along with the McCarthyist mentality of the local Korean and Vietnamese communities, have done a number to me (after all, to them, I am an "anti-American Communist" - never mind I know and understand America better than they themselves ever will).
I may need to take a Buddhist or New Age-y retreat of sorts to get myself in a better mood.
Will see what happens.